I cannot feel your beloved touch
but I can sense your presence.
Your breath is still unseen
through the cold air.
I can see you looking from above,
Those eyes filled with sorrow
Oh how you wish there was tomorrow.
So many words were left unsaid
So many thoughts bounce through my head.
So many questions to be asked,
Is this all?… It cannot last!
Where did you go? Is this time now?
Could I’ve prevented it somehow?
I remember that sweet smile on your face
and how I felt your warm embrace.
Only if God’s plan was different
Only if your days could last,
I can’t look back into the past.
What’s done is done
What’s said is said
The future’s here,
And now you’re dead.
I’m out of tears,
I cannot cry,
There was no chance to say goodbye.
July 14, 2009